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22 November 2009 @ 01:43 pm
Title: Assassin
Artist: MF Luder
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Rating: PG
Size: 1200x800 (wallpaper)
Artist's Note: 2 versions under cut. Couldn't resist the new John Mayer cd.

Castiel was always the dependable one in the garrison, the one most receptive to his superiors commands. That was before he met Dean. He should never have gotten involved, he should have left and let another angel take over Dean's guidance towards his destiny. But Dean wasn't what Castiel was expecting; he certainly didn't expect him to steal his heart.

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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
19 November 2009 @ 06:12 pm
Two in like, two weeks. Amazing, huh?

Title:
Lacrimosa
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: future!Dean/future!Castiel, Dean/future!Castiel referred to
Keywords: slash, angst
Warnings: drugs
Rating: R
Word Count: 1,552
Spoilers: 5x04, “The End”
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW, Kripke, and whoever produces the show.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, just let me know.
Summary: As an angel, he’d felt so much. Not physically. Feeling transcended the physical plane. Instead, he’d felt the souls and minds of all around him. He’d felt God’s creation pulse with life. He had felt the universe spin. Now, there was nothing.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author's Notes: Companion to Hi, I'm Icarus; I'm Falling. It's highly recommended you read that one first. This was originally an outtake. Then it expanded and got the better of me. Lacrimosa is Latin for “weeping”. Part of a sequence in the Requiem mass. Translation at the end. Big fat thank you to my beta [info]siberian_skys who is kind enough to put up with me, fix my commas, and listen to my whining.

Lacrimosa )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
07 November 2009 @ 02:22 pm
So, according to my tags, the last time I posted a fic was just over a year ago. The last time I posted a Supernatural fic? 2.5 years ago! Well, hell. I'm going to hope this jump starts the muse for my two SPN WIPs (actually, I had started over the summer and then got distracted again). But it might have to wait until Thanksgiving; school's a bitch (God love grad school). Isn't that always the problem, though?

Whatever, I'm excited I wrote something and it's all thanks to Castiel.

Title: Hi, I’m Icarus; I’m Falling
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Dean/future!Castiel, future!Dean/future!Castiel referred to
Keywords: slash, dub-con, PWP, angst
Warnings: asphyxiation kink, dubious consent (these are both so small I say only those very weak of fanfic heart should worry), drugs
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,443
Spoilers: 5x04, “The End”
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW and all the producers.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, just let me know.
Summary: “You are, though. And you’ll never change. If there’s one thing I learned about you, it’s that. You’re a stubborn bastard. Just try not to take me down with you this time. Not to say it hasn’t been fun. Generally.”
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author's Notes: I’d had a 5x4 tag in mind. This is not it. This is merely porn. Carry on. Title from Regina Spektor’s song, Lacrimosa. Because I still can’t come up with titles on my own. Big thank you to my beta, [info]rhymephile who was very quick and very good at fixing my awkward phrasing.

Companion fic to Lacrimosa.

Hi, I'm Icarus; I'm Falling )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
02 April 2008 @ 12:49 am
Apparently, even my porn refuses to be short. If only I could get into my [info]sgabigbang fic so easily as this.

Title: A Gift
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Sheppard/McKay
Keywords: slash, PWP, kink
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Nada
Disclaimer: They belong to SciFi Channel and various producers.
Archive: My LJ, Wraithbait, anywhere else, let me know.
Summary: Porn! There is no plot beyond that, I swear.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: Written for [info]scribblinlenore's Sex Toy Porn-A-Rama. Entirely unbetaed. Did I mention PWP??

Look! I porned! )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
11 March 2008 @ 12:19 am
Gakked from [info]annella

Fanfic Writing Meme )

And while we're on the topic of fanfic...a few recs:

Zelenka's Still by [info]auburnnothenna (Gen)

A hilarious day and a half in the life of Atlantis which all starts with the Atlantis still being blown up, finding Ancient porn, and eventually ending with Weir singing and Bate's red polka-dotted boxers showing, forever damaging Rodney's retinas.

Aegis by [info]leahwoof (McShep)

A beautiful, painful story where ancient gene carriers have special abilities and John wears gloves on his hands to protect his past and keep away the things he fears.
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
01 January 2008 @ 03:32 pm
Continued )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
01 January 2008 @ 03:31 pm
What better way to start the new year than with fic? *nods*

Title: The Temple (1/2)
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard,
Keywords: drama, angst, non-con, aliens made them do it
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Very small mention referring to Miller's Crossing.
Disclaimer: They belong to SciFi Channel and various producers.
Archive: My LJ, Wraithbait, anywhere else, let me know.
Summary: At his feet were three men dressed in short togas but with wreaths on their heads, gazing up adoringly. One was prostrate across the Scholar's feet, one had his hand on the Scholar's toga by his feet, and the third was actually on his knees behind the standing man, hands possessively clutching at the Scholar's thighs. A very strange, yet erotic bit of art.
Warnings: Non-con involved.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: I always thought I'd be the one to never write an Aliens Made Them Do It, because, does the fandom really need another one from little old me? Also, they all tend to seem the same after a while. But then this planet/civilization struck and just wouldn't go away. For those who know my work, I don't always like happy relationships. Or tidy endings.
Beta Thanks: Mucho gracias to [info]kimberlyfdr for the beta.

Part One )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
04 November 2007 @ 06:32 pm
So, this is a bit exciting. I haven't posted anything in almost three months.

Title: The Ceremony of Innocence is Drowned
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Sheppard/McKay
Keywords: slash, evil!Shep, angst, episode au, dark!fic
Rating: R
Spoilers: Doppleganger
Disclaimer: They belong to SciFi Channel and various producers.
Archive: My LJ, Wraithbait, anywhere else, let me know.
Warnings: Alluded-to violence, dark
Summary: Sometimes, not knowing isn't an excuse. And sometimes, when you've gotten your heart's desire, you can't give it up, no matter what.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: Those of you who know me, know I have an absurd love for my boys being evil. And while Doppleganger was a good ep, I wanted something a bit more. This story is a shortened version of what I would have liked to have seen. Title yakked from Yeats' “The Second Coming”. I know. Terribly original.
Beta Thanks: [info]autumndandelion said yes immediately to evil!Shep for which I very much appreciate, and [info]siberian_skys upon whom I just hoisted the fic and said here, beta. And she did. ♥

The Ceremony of Innocence is Drowned )
 
 
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14 June 2007 @ 08:39 pm
Title: Of 007 and Other Male Leads
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Keywords: PWP
Timeline: Could be The Return, or some other time the two men visited Earth together.
Rating: R
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: They belong to SciFi Channel and the various producers.
Archive: My LJ, Wraithbait, anywhere else, let me know.
Summary: Lt. Colonel Sheppard's emergency line rings.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: I've always been amused by the men in movies who answer the phone while they're having sex...especially Bond. And then I was reading a story (a real book, actually!) today and it had a phone/sex scene, too, and I couldn't resist. Obviously, that's also where the slightly cracky title came from. Unbetaed.

Of 007 and Other Male Leads )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
06 June 2007 @ 07:20 pm
Bout time, eh? As always HUGE thanks to my betas [info]xscribe and [info]siberian_skys who haven't a) given up on me yet, and b) are very patient with me.

Part 1 and the HUGE header can be found here

Part 5 Wow! )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
13 March 2007 @ 04:20 pm
I got it out on time!! Wow, nearly three months to write a fic and it ends up being done two days prior. *headdesk* I fail.

Title: The Five Stages of Grief
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Nathan/Peter
Keywords: Petrellicest, slash
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: Through Parasite
Disclaimer: They belong to the NBC and Tim Kring.
Archive: My LJ, Biani's Slash Archive, anywhere else, please just let me know so I can visit and pet my baby on occasion.
Summary: Anger, denial, bargaining, depression, acceptance: these are the things Nathan feels since it all began.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: Written for the Nathan ficathon on [info]vote_petrelli, and for [info]kelly_girl. She asked for Nathan/Peter, saving people or discovering new powers. I’m afraid I only managed one of those, and I’m not entirely sure it’s the kind of fic she intended, but I hope that it still pleases you, [info]kelly_girl. It wasn't even what I expected it to be--it just kind of came out this way. My grief cycle is a shortened version taken from the movie All That Jazz, but the real information can be found at The Kubler-Ross grief cycle. Unbetaed because I am very tardy in writing this.

The Five Stages of Grief )
 
 
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11 March 2007 @ 04:40 pm
Originally intended to be posted before we ever found out what was the cause of Peter's collapse, but alas, RL got in the way. So just pretend.

Title: Watching For Reindeer
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Nathan/Peter
Keywords: Petrellicest, slash, implied character death
Rating: R
Spoilers: Fallout (ep 11)
Disclaimer: They belong to the NBC and Tim Kring.
Archive: My LJ, Biani's Slash Archive, anywhere else, please just let me know so I can visit and pet my baby on occasion.
Summary: Nathan must deal with new revelations surrounding Peter's collapse and powers, but he's not sure he can deal with losing his brother, yet.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: This fic is based off of an idea I had involving Heroes and a storyline from The X-Files. [info]technosage  had a post about what might be wrong with Peter and as I was writing my response to her, I realized all the X-File similarities that could be put to use to help explain both the evolution theory of Heroes and why Peter was sick and the cop had that bloody nose. At the same time, I obviously didn't involve a piece of alien spacecraft in this fic, so the XF storyline is a bit bastardized.
Beta Thanks: All good stuff was no doubt made so by [info]technosage  because she’s AMAZING and the rest is just me. Thanks also to [info]txtequilanights  for the read-thru.
Inspiration:...Gay men are every bit as emotionally closeted as their straight counterparts. Instead of just one partner being distant, uncommunicative and emotionally stunted, both are.--Minotaur

 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
04 February 2007 @ 11:18 pm
First off, I say "BAH" to tonight's game. Well, at least [info]siberian_skys is happy.

It's been about a month since I wrote a fic because of all my crazy computer issues. So, to get back in the "saddle", I went with a little idea that had been nagging at me from back when that fic idea meme came about. I just wanted to get something out there, so hopefully, it's not too rough. Hell, I kind of surprised myself. It turned out longer than planned, much pornier, and way darker than I ever thought I could write. Oy.

Title: And What Rough Beast
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Keywords: Wincest, slash, non-con, horror, evil!Sam, dark!fic, masturbation
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Vague Houses of the Holy
Disclaimer: Not mine. Sometimes, I am very grateful for that. They’d suffer more at my hands than Kripke’s.
Archive: My LJ, Sam/Dean Archive, Sinful Desires, Biani's Slash Archive, anywhere else, please just let me know.
Summary: “I remember, Dean. There was a time I asked you to make sure and shoot me if I went evil. You promised. You made a promise to me. You’ve always kept your promises. You should have kept that one.”
Warning: When I say dark fic, I mean it. Hints of non-con, horror, and probably some things that would turn a weak person’s stomach. Read at your own risk.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: When there was that little fic request meme going around, [info]__3amconfession asked for evil!Sam. I think I even outdid myself. Unbetaed.
Extended warning including fic spoiler at the end.

And What Rough Beast )

Extended warning, including fic spoiler )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
12 January 2007 @ 02:10 am
Once upon a time a little Lucy once said that she would never write a crossover with a crossed pairing. Sometimes, she wonders why she ever thinks about constraining herself, because inevitably, she breaks such rules. This is why she does not make New Year's resolutions.

Title: Slash and burn, return, listen to yourself churn.
Author: MF Luder
Fandom: Heroes/ Supernatural
Pairings: Peter/Dean, hints of Sam/Dean and Peter/Nathan
Keywords: incest, Petrellicest, Wincest, apocalypse, crossover
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Nothing specific
Disclaimer: Heroes belongs to Tim Kring and NBC. Supernatural belongs to Kripke and the CW
Prompt: Peter/Dean, Snowfall (at the end of the world)
Summary: "I never imagined it'd end like this. I always thought it'd be some demon show-down. Some kind of final war between good and evil."
Author's Notes: First italic quote from an REM song by the same name. Title taken from the same song. Second italic quote from the movie The Lion in Winter. Originally intended for [info]technosage's Heroes pornathon, but it turned a little too angsty for me to think of it fitting there. Unbetaed, though some cutting done with the advice of [info]siberian_skys.

Slash and burn, return, listen to yourself churn. )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
07 January 2007 @ 03:22 am
Some gratuitous porn. Perhaps written with a slightly crack!y style. But it's written for the pornathon and I figure it's ok since the second prompt I chose is refusing to be porny and is trying very hard to be angsty and depressing. So, a little pointlessness never hurt anyone on LJ, right? PS--How did my porn manage to last so long? I might decide to boycott comment porn since I am an utter failure at it.

Title: The Men Who Came At Dinner
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Nathan/Peter
Rating: NC-17
Prompt: Nathan/Peter, during dinner (preferably family dinner) for [info]technosage's fabulous Heroes Pornathon
Author's Notes: Unbetaed. See above intro paragraph.

Porn! )
 
 
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02 January 2007 @ 04:07 pm
Second Heroes fic from the holiday season.

Title: When My Dreams Began To Fly
Author: MF Luder
Recipient: [info]inkredible
Pairing: Peter/Nathan
Keywords: Petrellicest, schmoop
Rating: R
Spoilers: General show
Disclaimer: These characters belong to NBC and their creator, Tim Kring.
Author's Notes: Written for [info]heroes_holidays. Merry Christmas, [info]inkredible!! Hope it's a blessed one with family and love.
Beta Thanks: The amazing [info]technosage

When My Dreams Begin To Fly )
 
 
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02 January 2007 @ 03:55 pm
Wow, you have no idea how hard this is on my eyes. *kicks screen* But I really want to post these to my own LJ before my computer goes bye-bye.

Title: Homecoming
Author/Artist: MF Luder
Requestor: [info]masterofmercury
Fandom: Heroes
Pairing: Nathan/Peter (Petrellicest)
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 3452
Warnings: Incest of the brotherly kind
Summary: Nathan comes home and there's a first time for everything.
Disclaimer: Characters belong to NBC and Tim Kring
A/N: Asked for schmoopy and first time. Written for [info]slashfest
Beta Thanks: Big and HUGE thanks to my amazing beta, [info]technosage

Homecoming )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
17 December 2006 @ 11:31 pm
So after some hardcore frustration and amazing fast beta work, I present you all with my first fic in...well, it feels like forever. I am getting it out even sooner than planned thanks to my worship-worthy betas. So THANK YOU both!!

Written to fulfill one of [info]robinchristine's Christmas wishes.

Title: Lullaby
Category: Dean/Sam, Wincest, schmoop, pre-series
Summary: And if you wake before I'm gone, remember this sweet lullaby.

Lullaby )
 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
11 October 2006 @ 12:27 am
New fic, new fandom. A Heroes fic for you all.  Also the lyric challege that took me forever to suffer an idea for.

Pairing: Nathan/Peter
Summary: It meant more to him to have those hands on him, reassuring he existed, than for his mother to praise him or his job to promote him.

 
 
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I'm Mrs Oh-My-God-That Lucy's Shameless.
27 September 2006 @ 12:57 am
Part 2 )
 
 
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