MF Luder
31 May 2012 @ 08:38 pm
1. Get my genderswap D/C fic edited, sent back to betas, edited again, and posted.
2. My [info]spnrarepairs fic.
3. My [info]castielfest fic.
4. Fanmix 1: art and posting.

5. Ficmix art, finish the fic, get fic betaed, post.
6. Fanmix 2: finish getting songs, make art, post.
7. Finish Heaven Can Wait, the long unfinished WIP of 2006. *facepalm*
8. Finish SGU fic, get betaed, post.

So, we'll see how much of that I get done considering the large amount of RL stuff I should be doing, plus work. Anyone want to volunteer for role of cheerleader? :D

Making this a sticky so I remember it.lol
 
 
MF Luder
14 May 2012 @ 09:12 am
Hey friends! I'll be gone for a bit so if I don't get back to you right away, I apologize in advance and I will when I return.

In the meantime, check out the awesome iconfest hosted by [info]lemonpunch. It just got extended!

 
 
MF Luder
05 May 2012 @ 12:39 pm
Can anyone provide me with recs for

Vague Spoiler )

I'll love you forever. ♥
 
 
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MF Luder
04 May 2012 @ 06:04 pm
I'll post Avengers thoughts at some point. When I'm coherent and not still experiencing ALL THE FEELS. For now, I finally caved into the pressure of tumblr, so here's a link to my new tumblr account where I reblog everything Avengers, slash, and my usual fandoms...and where I tag everything with #all the feels.

Follow me! And if you've got a tumblr, let me know here and I'll follow you. Yay for more forms of procrastination, y/y?

(Also, seriously, why are tumblr layouts so damn ugly and not user friendly?)
 
 
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MF Luder
03 May 2012 @ 08:08 pm
I have had a terrible, horrible, no good day.

But.

I SEE THE AVENGERS IN 4 HOURS.

Although, I am going with a bunch of non fangirls (and boys). So I'm expecting their reactions to me to be:

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BUT I DON'T CARE. STEEEEEEEBE. TONY. CLINT AND COULSON. AND KICK ASS NATASHA. AHHHHHHHHHH!!

Also we're drinking beforehand, so I'm going to be meeting my inner Tony.

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MF Luder
Title: On My Knees I'll Think Clearer
Author: MF Luder
Universe: Movie meets Ultimates
Keywords: affair, angst, porn, established relationship
Pairing: Clint/Coulson, suggested Clint/Laura, pre Tony/Steve
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~4100
Disclaimer: The characters belong to Marvel Comics, Marvel Studios, Paramount Pictures, Disney, and whomever else I’m missing. No infringement intended.
Summary: While the other SHIELD agents had turned on each other and begun tearing off each other’s clothes in a literal clusterfuck that was going to have Fury’s eyeball twitching, Clint had managed to maintain professionalism while something that felt like liquid fire danced in his veins and got himself and Coulson out of there.
Author’s Note: Written for the Five Acts meme, originally posted here for [info]norgbelulah, for the prompts forbidden pleasures (emphasis on the secret aspect), urgency for sex, intoxication (sex pollen), and well-fucked. Yuuup.
Author’s Note 2: I consider Hawkeye to be an exuberant cusser in my head canon, so, sorry for all the language? Title from Snow Patrol’s “Chocolate”. And finally, it’s kind of hard to label the ‘verse on this as apparently movie!Hawkeye is Ultimates!Hawkeye…but only in that he’s a SHIELD agent. Oh, and there’s Avenger group overlap. So, personally liberties, crossing verses, yada yada.

On My Knees I'll Think Clearer )
 
 
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MF Luder
20 April 2012 @ 03:07 pm
Title: In Which Tony Acts Devilish and Clint Doesn’t Get To Eat His Pancakes
Author: MF Luder
Universe: movie (generally)
Keywords: magic, body change, humor, established relationship, slash
Pairing: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark, hinted Clint/Coulson and Thor/Jane Foster
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~1600
Disclaimer: The characters belong to Marvel Comics, Marvel Studios, Paramount Pictures, Disney, and whomever else I’m missing. No infringement intended.
Summary: Loki has a little fun at the Avengers expense and Tony decides to take advantage. He can’t help it. It’s in his nature.
Author’s Notes: Written for the Five Acts Meme, originally here for [info]chosenfire28, for the prompt of supernatural/paranormal.

In Which Tony Acts Devilish and Clint Doesn’t Get To Eat His Pancakes )
 
 
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MF Luder
19 April 2012 @ 04:26 pm
First, I want to direct you all to the Awkward!Hawkeye Fest hosted by [info]aliassmith that has some really silly (AND AWESOME) ficlets and basically, a whole bunch of ridiculous gifs of Jeremy Renner being a total dork.

Like this one:

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Which, context provided, he just finished swinging a hammer to hit the thing up a machine to test your strength (like at carnivals)...and he'd just failed. LIKE MISERABLY. He hit the very first rung only. I DIED. Because, dude, so me. And so is that face.

STOP WITH YOUR FACE, JEREMY.

And seriously, this is just a perfect instance of how Awkward!Hawkeye might look. :D

Also from that interview, check out this collection of gifs because seriously, it was an interview entirely in Russian and they were so awkward and it was so awkward and then this ridiculously buff guy in a speedo comes and up and their reactions are priceless.

And then I just wanted to leave this photo because, first of all - what are they doing?!? Second of all, I'm digging that ridiculous lean-in and arm grab between Jeremy and RDJ. And finally JEREMY RENNER, STOP WITH THAT WAIST.

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No seriously, when did I go from obsessing over Steve/Tony and RDJ (not that either of those are gone) to being so obsessed with Jeremy Renner. THE THINGS HE DOES TO ME.

And on an end note: HAI NEW FRIENDS, HAI!!!
 
 
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MF Luder
17 April 2012 @ 11:20 am
For those of you who don't watch/didn't catch Castle last night:



I just saw that come up and like O____O the whole way through, and when it was over I was all OMG RDJ, NATHAN FILLION, AHHHH! *geek orgasm*

Yup.

I mean, nothing happens. BUT WHO CARES, IT'S RDJ AND NATHAN TOGETHER.
 
 
MF Luder
14 April 2012 @ 10:56 am

April 13th-April 19th


My Five Acts

1. Cross-dressing (forced or voluntary)
2. Anal/butt plugs (during sex; worn under clothes in public)
3. Asphyxiation (asphyxiophilia; autoerotic asphyxiation; choking; breath play)
4. Loss of control (emotional, physical, situational, erotic, etc)
5. Pampering (spoiling someone rotten with gifts or money; physical pampering such as massage and grooming; giving someone a novel or unexpected degree of emotional or sexual care; catering to someone's every whim, harems as settings for pampering)

My Fandoms/Ships

1. Avengers (any 'verse): Steve/Tony, Clint/Coulson, Clint/Coulson/Natasha, Steve/Bucky, Steve/Tony/Bucky, Steve/Howard Stark, Howard Stark/Peggy Carter
2. X-Men (any verse): Charles/Erik, Charles/Raven, Charles/Erik/Raven, Emma Frost/Magneto
3. Supernatural: Dean/Cas, Dean/Cas/Sam, Dean/Crowley, Dean/Jo, Castiel/Jo, Castiel/Ruby
4. White Collar: Neal/Peter/El
5. Good Omens: Aziraphael/Crowley
6. The X-Files: Mulder/Scully, Mulder/Krycek
7. Fringe: alt!Olivia/alt!Lincoln, alt!Olivia/Lincoln, Olivia/Peter/Lincoln
8. Sherlock Holmes (RDJ movies): Sherlock/Watson
9. Suits: Harvey/Mike
10. Star Trek: Kirk/Spock
11. Heroes: Peter/Nathan, Peter/Nathan/Claire
12. Stargate Atlantis: McShep, John/Rodney/Lorne
13. The History Boys: Dakin/Irwin, Posner/Scripps
14. Kings: David/Jack
15. RPF: Chris Pine/Zachary Quinto, ScarJo/Jeremy Renner, RDJ/Jude Law
 
 
MF Luder
13 April 2012 @ 08:34 pm
You know, I don't ship Thor/Loki (mainly because while I like Thor in fic, I wasn't terribly impressed with Thor!themovie), but I can tell I'm already going to be doing a lot of headdesking over the "I don't get why people ship incest, do these people even have siblings?" Like, seriously, YKINMK. Just like gay and straight (and everything in between) write gay sex, I'm positive both people with and without siblings write incest. You don't understand it, you don't ship it, that's cool. But seriously, GTFO. It's fandom. It's fiction. It's fantasy. NOT REALITY. People can have perfectly healthy, "normal" relationships with siblings (or parents or whatever), and still ship incest. CALM YOUR TITS.

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Coulson does not approve.
 
 
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MF Luder
THIS CLIP.



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Now, apparently, there's some controversy over the reactions to this clip (seems to be Coulson/Barton shippers versus self-proclaimed feminists - yeah, this is fandom, of course), but that aside, here was my reaction watching it the first time:

1. Hahaha, Natasha's face when the guy goes "I don't give everything". GENIUS.
2. Hawkeye compromised? WTF does that mean? WTF WHEDON DON'T KILL HIM.
3. Her face when she hears about Barton. AW.
4. DAMN. Natasha kicks ass.
5. Stunt doubles really should be the actual superheroes because the fuck, no one can roll their chair like that or flip it or...HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE.
6. Coulson's calm, collected, 'tick tock I'm waiting' expression while he's on "hold". It looks exactly like someone does in an elevator or on hold. While he's listening to Natasha decimating the people and surrounding property. HAHAHAHA, COULSON, I LOVE YOU. BEST FACE EVER.

And seriously, I keep watching this clip over and over because Natasha rolling that chair and Coulson's FACE are like, the best thing yet about this movie. IT NEEDS TO BE MAY 4TH NOW.

ETA: And then there's THIS interview and, more importantly, video of Jeremy Renner. I am ridiculously in love with this man. Move aside Fassbender, you've been replaced! (Not really, but kinda.) I'm just sort of imagining it's Clint on a photoshoot Stark set up for him because you know, if Steve would maybe be embarrassed/awkward by photoshoots, Clint would eat that attention up. :D
 
 
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MF Luder
Alright, so I'm not a Glee fan (I hate pop-y remakes of songs, particularly when they're already pop songs) but I AM a fan of Matt Bomer and this is a gorgeous rendition of this song. The harmonies are lovely. So yup, a Glee ep I'm going to have to watch.

(If you're not into Glee like me, Matt Bomer is playing Darren Criss' older brother and they clearly haven't gotten along for some time.)



And of course, I'm crafting the crossover where Neal never told Peter about his younger brother and that they're not on speaking terms and oh, right, no, Neal isn't his birth name...
 
 
MF Luder
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So at first, I was all COULSON, I BET HE'S FANBOYING STEVE RIGHT HERE. And then I looked closer and I can't even squee over Coulson and Steve in the same shot (which isn't as good as Coulson and Clint, anyway, but that's another topic) because all I can think now is STEVE, WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?!

No seriously. A plaid shirt in browns/creams and plaid pants in gray?!

NO. NO STEVE. WHO THE FUCK IS DRESSING YOU, OLD MAN.

Tony needs to put him on What Not To Wear. Or at least send Pepper shopping.
 
 
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MF Luder
01 April 2012 @ 04:12 pm
Title: In Repair
Author: MF Luder
Universe: 616 (generally)
Keywords: always-a-girl!Toni, PWP, threesome, felching
Pairing: Steve Rogers/Toni Stark/Bucky Barnes
Rating: R
Word Count: ~2700
Warning: Very vague references to bipolar disorder.
Disclaimer: The characters belong to Marvel Comics, Marvel Studios, Paramount Pictures, Disney, and whomever else I’m missing. No infringement intended.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else please let me know
Summary: There had been a part of him still missing. And sometimes he’d thought there was for Toni, too.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author’s Note: Canon is probably entirely fucked up here. I don’t know when Extremis and Bucky coming back overlap, so please, just forgive the twisting to suit my plot needs. This also was supposed to be some fun PWP porn. And then I went and turned it into introspective and slightly angsty porn. Because I can’t do anything simple.
Author's Note 2: In response to the [info]avengerkink prompt: Bucky/Steve eats fem!Tony out after the other man fucks and comes inside her. found here.


In Repair )
 
 
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MF Luder
23 March 2012 @ 05:39 pm
Break has officially started!! Thank God, because this semester is killing me. Although, that's not unusual.

Of course, I still have like, 2 papers and 3 books to read because in grad school you simply don't get real breaks, but I'm still going to take advantage of the more-than-usual free time. I've got 3 [info]avengerkink prompts I'm interested in, an AU!powerless!Avengers fic brewing, and I want to get get back to my A:EMH!apocalyptic!fic I started. SO MANY FICS, SO LITTLE TIME.

Particularly since I want to read ALL THE FICS as well.

Oh, and then tonight...CAS COMES BACK. I may simply need the whole week to recover from either the sheer joy or sheer hatred post-ep.

And I'm seeing The Hunger Games tomorrow. I love spring break. :D

Tony appreciates your time.
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MF Luder
22 March 2012 @ 03:52 pm
So, I'm very curious. It appears that the number 2 slash pairing in Avengers (movie) 'verse is Clint/Coulson. Like, where the fuck did this come from? The less than a minute screen time in Thor where they talked over walkie-talkies? Or is there greater interaction in the comic book that everyone is basing this on (Does Coulson exist in comic 'verse, even? I know Maria Hill does, but I haven't come across Coulson...)?

Don't get me wrong. I've come across Clint/Coulson in any number of Steve/Tony fics and have found Clint to be my favorite. And then started reading Clint/Coulson stories with them as the main characters. Because when written right, Clint is better at snark than Tony. He's like a character made entirely of crack. He's awesome. And somehow, him pestering Coulson cracks me up to no end. So yeah. I kind of ship it. (And Clint/Natasha, but I also kind of ship Tony/Natasha...thank you 616 and Ultimates for giving me awesome pairings. Oh, and also Pepper/Coulson based on the Iron Man movies...) I also love Clint in Avengers: Earth's Mightiest Heroes; again, his snark slays me. And I love Coulson being kickass and annoyed and yet affectionate about all the Avengers even when he wants to taser them (Tony). And seeing him have someone to go home to is nice.

Point being, I'm digging the Clint/Coulson. I just have no idea why everyone else started shipping it. I did through awesomely-written fic. But everyone else??

And in that vein...who knows more good Clint/Coulson authors? Fic recs? :D
 
 
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MF Luder
07 March 2012 @ 03:59 pm
Season 2 of Avengers: Earth's Mightiest Heroes finally airs on Disney next month and they redid some costumes. But I just can't get over Cap's body shape. I mean, look at this:

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First of all, his shoulders are like the size of a car. His head? Tiny in comparison. But mainly, I can't get over that star. Like, they don't even try to make it normal. It's like someone took a normal picture of Captain America and stretched it out one way only. It just cracks me up the way they're so ridiculously drawn. Steve is ginormous!! (Also, Tony's parenthetical bangs are like my favorite part.)

#randomobservationoftheday
 
 
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MF Luder
29 February 2012 @ 12:45 pm
GUYS. GUUUUUYSSSSS.



THIS IS ME:

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THIS IS ALSO ME:

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AND FINALLY:

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When is someone going to make an Avengers friend meme? I NEED MORE MARVEL-BASED FRIENDS.
 
 
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