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Raised From Perdition
You are nothing so divine...
19 November 2009 @ 06:12 pm
Two in like, two weeks. Amazing, huh?
Title: Lacrimosa
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: future!Dean/future!Castiel, Dean/future!Castiel referred to
Keywords: slash, angst
Warnings: drugs
Rating: R
Word Count: 1,552
Spoilers: 5x04, “The End”
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW, Kripke, and whoever produces the show.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, just let me know.
Summary: As an angel, he’d felt so much. Not physically. Feeling transcended the physical plane. Instead, he’d felt the souls and minds of all around him. He’d felt God’s creation pulse with life. He had felt the universe spin. Now, there was nothing.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author's Notes: Companion to Hi, I'm Icarus; I'm Falling. It's highly recommended you read that one first. This was originally an outtake. Then it expanded and got the better of me. Lacrimosa is Latin for “weeping”. Part of a sequence in the Requiem mass. Translation at the end. Big fat thank you to my beta![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
siberian_skys who is kind enough to put up with me, fix my commas, and listen to my whining.
( Lacrimosa )
Title: Lacrimosa
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: future!Dean/future!Castiel, Dean/future!Castiel referred to
Keywords: slash, angst
Warnings: drugs
Rating: R
Word Count: 1,552
Spoilers: 5x04, “The End”
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW, Kripke, and whoever produces the show.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, just let me know.
Summary: As an angel, he’d felt so much. Not physically. Feeling transcended the physical plane. Instead, he’d felt the souls and minds of all around him. He’d felt God’s creation pulse with life. He had felt the universe spin. Now, there was nothing.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author's Notes: Companion to Hi, I'm Icarus; I'm Falling. It's highly recommended you read that one first. This was originally an outtake. Then it expanded and got the better of me. Lacrimosa is Latin for “weeping”. Part of a sequence in the Requiem mass. Translation at the end. Big fat thank you to my beta
siberian_skys who is kind enough to put up with me, fix my commas, and listen to my whining.( Lacrimosa )
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cheerful17 November 2009 @ 10:40 pm
I want to write fanfic SO bad after that episode. This weekend, right? Sometime over break I may go back to my Petrelli brothers. We'll see. I have three huge projects that need to be nearly done if not completely by the end of Thanksgiving break. But, I just...that's the original Heroes back. That's Nathan and Peter at their best.
I love you, Adrian Pasdar. You fuckin' knock it out of the park no matter what you do. My love for Nathan knows no bounds.
In conclusion...
BOYS ♥
I love you, Adrian Pasdar. You fuckin' knock it out of the park no matter what you do. My love for Nathan knows no bounds.
In conclusion...
BOYS ♥
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in love14 November 2009 @ 12:43 am
Have people just not paid attention? MISHA WAS HIRED FOR A WHOLE SEASON. HE'S A REGULAR. THIS WAS STATED IN NONSPOILERY INTERVIEWS.
He won't be dying any time soon.
I'm frustrated by the denseness. Or something. I feel bitchy but come on. Stop wishing Castiel dead when it isn't going to happen. At least not any time soon.
This is me right now:
In other news, the last 2 minutes of this weeks Fringe has made up for the boringness of the past several eps. Also, the past two eps have felt very XF-ish. I approve.
He won't be dying any time soon.
I'm frustrated by the denseness. Or something. I feel bitchy but come on. Stop wishing Castiel dead when it isn't going to happen. At least not any time soon.
This is me right now:
In other news, the last 2 minutes of this weeks Fringe has made up for the boringness of the past several eps. Also, the past two eps have felt very XF-ish. I approve.
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frustrated12 November 2009 @ 09:06 pm
1. So, I caught the last ten minutes of Vampire Diaries. And people talk about Twilight being bad? I felt like that chick was LARPing Bella Swan. Oh, that was painful. And the stoic vampire walking off into the woods. Not to mention, thanks to the lack of ANY lighting, you could hardly see anything.
( Spoiler for tonight )
( Concerning the clip about next week's ep... )
( Spoiler for tonight )
( Concerning the clip about next week's ep... )
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amused11 November 2009 @ 11:53 pm
Vote for 2009's best show: http://www.tvguide.com/PhotoGallery/Fav
My favorites are Castle, Supernatural, and NCIS--all of which are losing to Lie to Me. Go vote fellow fans!!
My favorites are Castle, Supernatural, and NCIS--all of which are losing to Lie to Me. Go vote fellow fans!!
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okay07 November 2009 @ 02:22 pm
So, according to my tags, the last time I posted a fic was just over a year ago. The last time I posted a Supernatural fic? 2.5 years ago! Well, hell. I'm going to hope this jump starts the muse for my two SPN WIPs (actually, I had started over the summer and then got distracted again). But it might have to wait until Thanksgiving; school's a bitch (God love grad school). Isn't that always the problem, though?
Whatever, I'm excited I wrote something and it's all thanks to Castiel.
Title: Hi, I’m Icarus; I’m Falling
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Dean/future!Castiel, future!Dean/future!Castiel referred to
Keywords: slash, dub-con, PWP, angst
Warnings: asphyxiation kink, dubious consent (these are both so small I say only those very weak of fanfic heart should worry), drugs
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,443
Spoilers: 5x04, “The End”
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW and all the producers.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, just let me know.
Summary: “You are, though. And you’ll never change. If there’s one thing I learned about you, it’s that. You’re a stubborn bastard. Just try not to take me down with you this time. Not to say it hasn’t been fun. Generally.”
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author's Notes: I’d had a 5x4 tag in mind. This is not it. This is merely porn. Carry on. Title from Regina Spektor’s song, Lacrimosa. Because I still can’t come up with titles on my own. Big thank you to my beta,rhymephile who was very quick and very good at fixing my awkward phrasing.
( Hi, I'm Icarus; I'm Falling )
Whatever, I'm excited I wrote something and it's all thanks to Castiel.
Title: Hi, I’m Icarus; I’m Falling
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Dean/future!Castiel, future!Dean/future!Castiel referred to
Keywords: slash, dub-con, PWP, angst
Warnings: asphyxiation kink, dubious consent (these are both so small I say only those very weak of fanfic heart should worry), drugs
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,443
Spoilers: 5x04, “The End”
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW and all the producers.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, just let me know.
Summary: “You are, though. And you’ll never change. If there’s one thing I learned about you, it’s that. You’re a stubborn bastard. Just try not to take me down with you this time. Not to say it hasn’t been fun. Generally.”
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author's Notes: I’d had a 5x4 tag in mind. This is not it. This is merely porn. Carry on. Title from Regina Spektor’s song, Lacrimosa. Because I still can’t come up with titles on my own. Big thank you to my beta,
rhymephile who was very quick and very good at fixing my awkward phrasing.( Hi, I'm Icarus; I'm Falling )
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happy07 November 2009 @ 03:19 am
"Uhhh...what are you doing here?"
BEST. LINE. EVER.
Oh, you know. Hanging out. Taking a break from the apocalypse.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!!!
BEST. LINE. EVER.
Oh, you know. Hanging out. Taking a break from the apocalypse.
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!!!
05 November 2009 @ 07:16 pm
Anyone willing to beta just over 4,000 words of Dean/Castiel fic for me? I was going to be lazy and not bother with one, but some small bit of plot managed to worm its way in. It's basically porn, though. Just warning.
Any takers?
Any takers?
04 November 2009 @ 10:43 pm
Anyone have any really good caps of people crying from TV shows? I just went through all my pictures and no one's crying in a single one. I know I can go through cap sites, but a)I'm feeling lazy (yes, I admit it) and b) I thought it would be interesting to get ones I don't already know off the top of my head (mainly, this is XF's Memento Mori and SPN's Children Shouldn't Play with Dead Things). I'm not picky on the show, but I think you all know the vast majority of my fandoms.
Does Nathan ever cry? I really can't recall...
Does Nathan ever cry? I really can't recall...
04 November 2009 @ 05:04 pm
So, yeah. Everyone watching bitches about how it's so bad and especially about Ashlee Simpson, but I don't care (also, why are you watching if you hate it?). This show's my guilty pleasure because the cheesy lines work, the actors are actually decent (hey, I don't think Ashlee's that bad. She plays creepy well.), and it's so damn pretty. I like to think it can last longer than one season. So have my list of top 5 reasons why I watch this show.
1. The gratuitous sex scenes.
Ok, so we don't get full frontal or anything, but there's lots of action going on for almost everyone. It's hot, it's sexy. And most of my other shows are so drama filled, they don't have time for sex. More importantly, the way they shoot the scenes, the lighting, the music, the shots make it just about the sex. It's nice to not have something complicated.
2. The pretty, pretty people.
Seriously, I would do them all. Even the girls. Katie Cassidy (Ella) is so full of attitude and confidence and I just adore her. David is the all-American good looking trust fund brat (without the trust fund). Auggie, murderer that he is, has muscles bulging everywhere and beautiful dark hair. Lauren? STUNNING.
3. It's not afraid to shy away from more...controversial topics.
Ok, I get that stealing and murder aren't controversial in TV land. But the student floundering under med school bills and turning to prostitution? That I get. And while it's used for dramatic effect (she can't chance her friends finding out, etc), I think it speaks to a lot of us. I may not have the high bills right now thanks to loans, but it'll be there waiting for me someday. The moral dilemma is topical and fascinating.
4. The clothes.
Everyone has these awesome clothes. Especially Ella and Lauren. I want to steal all of their wardrobes.
5. The colors and atmosphere.
This show is so colorful! Not just the clothes, but the California sunshine, the pool, the greenery, the bright white of Ella's office mixed with still-vivid neutrals of the apartment complex. Riley as a first grade teacher brings out this fun, creative aspect in her clothes and her character which results in paint splotches and such that brighten up the set even more. On top of the saturation, the lighting is a bright white that plays it up. Again, it's all pretty and shiny. The colors certainly reflect the goal of the producer's making this a new Melrose Place adaptation. It's also a great technique because under all the bright and shiny is manipulation and murder. What's darker than that?
So it's not Shakespeare. Not everything has to be.
1. The gratuitous sex scenes.
Ok, so we don't get full frontal or anything, but there's lots of action going on for almost everyone. It's hot, it's sexy. And most of my other shows are so drama filled, they don't have time for sex. More importantly, the way they shoot the scenes, the lighting, the music, the shots make it just about the sex. It's nice to not have something complicated.
2. The pretty, pretty people.
Seriously, I would do them all. Even the girls. Katie Cassidy (Ella) is so full of attitude and confidence and I just adore her. David is the all-American good looking trust fund brat (without the trust fund). Auggie, murderer that he is, has muscles bulging everywhere and beautiful dark hair. Lauren? STUNNING.
3. It's not afraid to shy away from more...controversial topics.
Ok, I get that stealing and murder aren't controversial in TV land. But the student floundering under med school bills and turning to prostitution? That I get. And while it's used for dramatic effect (she can't chance her friends finding out, etc), I think it speaks to a lot of us. I may not have the high bills right now thanks to loans, but it'll be there waiting for me someday. The moral dilemma is topical and fascinating.
4. The clothes.
Everyone has these awesome clothes. Especially Ella and Lauren. I want to steal all of their wardrobes.
5. The colors and atmosphere.
This show is so colorful! Not just the clothes, but the California sunshine, the pool, the greenery, the bright white of Ella's office mixed with still-vivid neutrals of the apartment complex. Riley as a first grade teacher brings out this fun, creative aspect in her clothes and her character which results in paint splotches and such that brighten up the set even more. On top of the saturation, the lighting is a bright white that plays it up. Again, it's all pretty and shiny. The colors certainly reflect the goal of the producer's making this a new Melrose Place adaptation. It's also a great technique because under all the bright and shiny is manipulation and murder. What's darker than that?
So it's not Shakespeare. Not everything has to be.
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cheerful02 November 2009 @ 09:34 pm
YOU GUISE. THE UNTHINKABLE HAS HAPPENED (EVEN IF I ALREADY GUESSED IT). I AM INCONSOLABLE.
SPAM ME WITH YOUR FAVORITE ADRIAN PASDAR, NATHAN PETRELLI, AND BROMANTIC MOMENTS (OF THE NATHAN/PETER OR ADRIAN/MILO FORM) AND THEN I WILL COMPILE THEM INTO ONE EPIC MOURNING POST.
Here, have a gif as consolation for all SOBBING like me. (Seriously, can't even get into the Castiel goodies right now because...WAH. Castiel is close becoming my third favorite ever, but Nathan is my second. That's two that have now passed beyond the pail--I'd say grave, but Mulder isn't dead. And yes, I know he's been killed 7 times. WHICH IS WHY HE STILLS LIVES IN MY HEAD. But I will suffer this as the end on the show. GTFO, Kring and NBC.)
This post needs more nekkid!Nathan.
SPAM ME WITH YOUR FAVORITE ADRIAN PASDAR, NATHAN PETRELLI, AND BROMANTIC MOMENTS (OF THE NATHAN/PETER OR ADRIAN/MILO FORM) AND THEN I WILL COMPILE THEM INTO ONE EPIC MOURNING POST.
Here, have a gif as consolation for all SOBBING like me. (Seriously, can't even get into the Castiel goodies right now because...WAH. Castiel is close becoming my third favorite ever, but Nathan is my second. That's two that have now passed beyond the pail--I'd say grave, but Mulder isn't dead. And yes, I know he's been killed 7 times. WHICH IS WHY HE STILLS LIVES IN MY HEAD. But I will suffer this as the end on the show. GTFO, Kring and NBC.)
This post needs more nekkid!Nathan.
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depressed
depressed30 October 2009 @ 02:03 pm
Hmm, so this week's ep. It was a nice Bobby ep and the witches were interesting characters, but in general, I didn't feel much for it. Was it just me? Should I have been crying? I felt like I was supposed to. And, I mean, it was a nice ep. But that's it. Nice. A lot of the humor felt stereotypical and repetitive and you knew it was all going to work out. I wasn't bored, but I wasn't thrilled.
I admit, I was more excited over this week's Castle ep. But then, poking fun at Joss' other shows throughout the whole ep was hilarious. And it was nice to see Nathan back as Mal. And his daughter's comments about there being no cows in space and didn't he wear that 5 years ago? He needs to let it go. LOL!!
I admit, I was more excited over this week's Castle ep. But then, poking fun at Joss' other shows throughout the whole ep was hilarious. And it was nice to see Nathan back as Mal. And his daughter's comments about there being no cows in space and didn't he wear that 5 years ago? He needs to let it go. LOL!!
18 October 2009 @ 02:23 pm
You know, I don't think I will ever understand the sheer hate that lies in the fandoms of Stargate: Atlantis and Supernatural. I mean, both shows have served their purpose. While there are certainly some writing issues, that happens in every show. But people become so defensive of their characters and it's like, I realize I'm heavily involved too, but IT'S JUST A TV SHOW. And if you really dislike it that much, STOP WATCHING. It's not worth your time and stress, you know?
( I need to get this off of my chest, thank you. Now onto more homework. )
( I need to get this off of my chest, thank you. Now onto more homework. )
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annoyed17 October 2009 @ 05:53 am
It's 6am and I am still awake. NOT COOL. I'm not even tired anymore.
But I'm writing. And I haven't been able to stop. This is good, in one sense, but totally going to fuck up my sleep schedule even worse now.
But I'm writing. And I haven't been able to stop. This is good, in one sense, but totally going to fuck up my sleep schedule even worse now.
16 October 2009 @ 03:28 pm
( The Children Are Our Future )
Boo, 2 week hiatus (as in 2 weeks till next ep). Actually, this coincides well. I'm going to be out of town for next week and wouldn't have computer/TV access anyway. Hey, way to go, CW!
Boo, 2 week hiatus (as in 2 weeks till next ep). Actually, this coincides well. I'm going to be out of town for next week and wouldn't have computer/TV access anyway. Hey, way to go, CW!
10 October 2009 @ 09:09 pm
YOU GUYS, I AM DYING OF THE BABY!MISHA CUTENESS!! SERIOUSLY, I WANT TO MARRY THIS MAN.
And don't take that statement lightly. I'm the girl who puts up with, but is not overly fond of the actors themselves. With maybe the exception of David Hewlett because he's a nut.
BUT I WOULD MARRY MISHA.
HIS SMILE, HOLY HELL. AND HIS BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL HAIR. CHARMED, NOT MY SHOW. BUT I FORGIVE THEM FOR HAVING MISHA.
He's aged so well, too. I mean, he's not old, obviously. But it's like, there's a few more lines around his eyes and his lips are a little thinner, but beyond that he looks about the same.
(Was it Misha who said one of the Charmed chicks was bitchy? Or was that another Charmed guest star?)
And don't take that statement lightly. I'm the girl who puts up with, but is not overly fond of the actors themselves. With maybe the exception of David Hewlett because he's a nut.
BUT I WOULD MARRY MISHA.
HIS SMILE, HOLY HELL. AND HIS BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL HAIR. CHARMED, NOT MY SHOW. BUT I FORGIVE THEM FOR HAVING MISHA.
He's aged so well, too. I mean, he's not old, obviously. But it's like, there's a few more lines around his eyes and his lips are a little thinner, but beyond that he looks about the same.
(Was it Misha who said one of the Charmed chicks was bitchy? Or was that another Charmed guest star?)
Current Mood: in love
in love10 October 2009 @ 04:13 pm
( SGU: )
( SPN: )
Fringe:
I was bored this week until the last 15 minutes or so. Although the Walter/whats-her-name scenes were cute, they were also painful. I mean, the man drugged you when you were a teenager. Stockholm, much? At the same time, it was nice to hear someone being grateful for being special (besides Hiro) because everyone else pisses and moans about not being normal.
Eastwick:
Adorable as ever. And that geek has one smokin' body. Seriously, the man is Clark Kent. He's got the dorky attitude, chivalrous persona, wears glasses, works at a newspaper, and Darryl even referred to Joanna as 'Lois Lane'. Really? ♥
NCIS:
What's with my TV shows and the "Strangers on the Train" bit? Last week's Castle and now this week's NCIS. Castle did it better though, it not only kept the integrity of the plot, but it was better enacted. Although I did love the polygraph chick totally digging McGee. Awww.
How long is Supernatural's hiatus?
( SPN: )
Fringe:
I was bored this week until the last 15 minutes or so. Although the Walter/whats-her-name scenes were cute, they were also painful. I mean, the man drugged you when you were a teenager. Stockholm, much? At the same time, it was nice to hear someone being grateful for being special (besides Hiro) because everyone else pisses and moans about not being normal.
Eastwick:
Adorable as ever. And that geek has one smokin' body. Seriously, the man is Clark Kent. He's got the dorky attitude, chivalrous persona, wears glasses, works at a newspaper, and Darryl even referred to Joanna as 'Lois Lane'. Really? ♥
NCIS:
What's with my TV shows and the "Strangers on the Train" bit? Last week's Castle and now this week's NCIS. Castle did it better though, it not only kept the integrity of the plot, but it was better enacted. Although I did love the polygraph chick totally digging McGee. Awww.
How long is Supernatural's hiatus?
06 October 2009 @ 10:21 pm
Hey! I doubt many people will read this that don't already know about it, nonetheless, you should all get your cute butts over to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
deancastiel where there's a big AU/Fusion challenge going on! Prompting till tomorrow still sometime, claiming after. Some great prompts ready for cracktastic fics! And some that can be very serious and angsty. YAY. I even put in a few prompts myself. And there's tons I hope get made. Don't forget, you can make art, too! Go, look! What are you still doing reading this entry?
deancastiel where there's a big AU/Fusion challenge going on! Prompting till tomorrow still sometime, claiming after. Some great prompts ready for cracktastic fics! And some that can be very serious and angsty. YAY. I even put in a few prompts myself. And there's tons I hope get made. Don't forget, you can make art, too! Go, look! What are you still doing reading this entry?